7 - Describe a family member

There is this one member in the family, a guy who is actually very close to me. He’s my closest cousin among all the cousins. In the family, there will always be one member who is somehow different from everyone but not totally different. Not physically different but mentally different.

This cousin of mine is named Bryan, he is actually in a rich family because his dad has a very successful business. At first, he was not spoiled to his dad, but then he became spoiled anyway. He became spoiled because of his dad, his dad kept giving what he wanted. His dad kept giving him stuff even though it’s his birthday, stuff that are actually worth a lot money like the latest cell phone or the latest game device for playing like the PS3. His so spoiled, sometimes he doesn't even obey his dad right away because his too busy with the PS3. He’s always one of the reasons why their family doesn't eat on time. If ever I’m with him playing, I sometimes ask him or talk to him but the problem is that most of the time he doesn't reply to me, maybe he does reply but in a very late time. Though I play with him sometimes because his dad actually bought him two controllers but requested just for me to be able to play with him, which is actually a good thing for me. But then I spoke too soon because during our game, we were actually against each other, so for me to win, of course I have to beat him in the game. Now we played this game called FIFA, a football game. We both love playing football in real life actually that’s we also love that game but when we played, it was his first time to play it. Me I played that game since before he had the PS3, I played FIFA already in the PS2 that’s why I know how to play that game. Now when we played, at first we were both having fun but when the time came that I was already winning. He’s starting to heat up and his trying his best to win the game because his score is way below than my score. In short, he’s not a good sport when it comes to games, he loves winning all the time. He’s actually a much challenged guy to some people. But the good thing about him is that his a bright person, he’s actually good in school now not unlike before he was home-schooled  Before he was home-schooled, he kept failing his grades back then but now not anymore.

       Now this cousin of ours has to know more, which is actually possible somehow because his still young for his age. He’s going learn more and more and his going to get matured when the time comes.

6 - Why does it always have to be me?

      Chores are actually things that should be followed especially if the parents were the ones who tell you to do this and do that. Chores at first are easy but when it gets longer and longer, It’s really hard to always do the chores

      Well for me chores are the ones that is being abused to me especially to my dad. Every time he wants something to get, he calls me right away. Chores at home is sometimes almost who does it every day. I don’t really know yet why they always choose me for some of the chores. I’m also not sure if they’re already abusing me somehow. Well because some of my brothers and sister are somehow lazy though I am lazy sometimes but I guess my brothers and sister are lazier than I am. Every time my dad’s going to do something important and he’s needing help, most of the time the first name he calls is me. If ever I don’t answer, it’s Bernise’s turn whose name is actually going to be called. Chores are actually somehow my cup of tea, but sometimes laziness just really attacks in any way. That’s why there some times that I wasn’t able to do or finish. Well somehow it’s okay because most of the time, I’m the one who does the chores.

      If you encounter stuff like that, sometimes you have to fight for it somehow. Only if ever you are being abused somehow. Take note, do chores but don’t abuse yourself because it’s hard if it always have to be you who’s doing it.

5 - how do you feel about competition?

      Competitions are what people watch always now a day especially if the siblings of the parents are part of it. Competitions are actually fun to watch because if ever you’re watching a competition, you’re going to have to choose your team or favorite team. There’s no thrill if ever you’re just going to watch without even choosing which side you are. Competitions happen almost every summer, I’m not sure why but that’s what I've noticed.

      I've been in a competition once, the sport was football. It was actually fun if you are in a competition. But of course you should at least have some supporters. Without supporters, somehow you will not feel like playing especially if you’re already going to lose. Supporters are very important in if you’re in a competition.  In competitions, it’s very hard not to sleep early because based on my experience, I tried not sleeping early then the next after the competition, I got sick and felt like vomiting a bit. That’s why you should always take note to self, sleep early if ever you have a match or competition the following day. Having full energy is very important because if you’re in the game, you’re not going to get tired right away because you were like fully recharged with your sleep.

      Being in a competition is actually how they say it an “honor” to in the team. Now you being chosen for a competition, you should really step up on your game because you were chosen to go against a strong team of course. Having a practice for the competition is actually tiring and hot but it really helps you a lot.

      Talking about this competition, one should be familiarized about it. Competitions are actually nice especially when it comes to school competition.

4 - If I could do it over again

      I had this relationship back then but I was already in college. This relationship ended and didn't end well. It wasn't able to be brought to the next level and it was all because of me, if I was only given another chance and to do it over again but in a right and meaningful way.

      In this story, I was the bad one because I was actually the one who started it somehow. I was the one who went to her and tried to have a relationship. But unfortunately I ended it but with so much regrets. I’m not so sure why I ended it but maybe because I became scared especially when she said that she’s already falling in love with me. When I knew about it, I felt really happy of course because I also had the same feelings with her. But I don’t really know why I felt scared. I guess I was not that ready yet. I really felt sorry for her because I just left her hanging which was a very stupid thing to do. I should have given some effort to her, and I could went with her all the time, and not just saying a “Hi” then say bye all the time. I knew that she really loved hugging people especially the person she’s in love with. I wish I have given her so much hugs every time we see each other. But everything’s too late now, now that’s already over and she doesn't want to give me another chance.

      With that relationship, I shouldn't have given it up because until now I still have feelings for her and I actually don’t know how to remove it because it really hurts, if I was just given another chance, to do It over again but this time with full of love and care.

3 - My Dream Room

      I want to have a very cool room. A room that only me has it but other doesn't. A room that's very futuristic and more related to technology. A room that's like in a spaceship.

      The room I want; starting with the door,  I want it having a hand scan for you to open it. And I want it opening in side ways with a cool sound effect, like the sound effect in a spaceship when it opens. Next are the walls, I want one part of the wall having a widescreen television that's a touch screen. The screen should be really hard like a tampered glass, like when you hit it or throw something at it, it won't brake the glass. Then another part of the wall, I want to put a built in refrigerator. Where you just press one button, it already opens easily. And the entering part , I want a voice greeting you like good afternoon Bernard once you've opened the door. With the lights, I want them like the light style in the movie "Tron". Where every light is neon and bright enough to light up the whole room. Next is the bed, I want my bed a water a bed but the bed should never pop or get destroyed because of the durability. And inside it, there is a neon light that changes color. Then the windows, I want it bright even though it's already night time. I also want a desk that is made up of glass and lights in it it, including the chair as well.

      That's how I want my room to be. Where everything is very cool and futuristic. I hope not only my room will be that cool, but also the things outside like the buildings or the streets.

2 - My Favorite Subject

      In school, there are so many subjects, there some subjects that I really hate but there are subjects that I really like as well. But from all the subjects that I like, my most favorite is the PE subject and I think almost everyone does. But me having this as my most favorite has many reasons and I will be sharing them to you why.

      First of all in PE, I can almost play all my sports but it depends with the school where I’m studying though. My most played sports are table tennis, football, basketball and volleyball. Actually I was able to play all those sports in our PE class. I was always excited to have a PE because of the sports that I really love playing. Every time we play basketball, we always play 5 on 5 on the court. But the sport that really made my grade in PE really high was the sport table tennis though I always pass PE of course, almost everyone does. Anyway, I get so excited with PE because of that sport, in PE, we had some competitions. In the competitions, I actually win most of the time even though I go against the good players. For some reason I don’t lose right away with that sport. Though I lose sometime s of course, but if I lose, I always try to beat that player who was able to beat me in that sport. Next, we go with the negative parts of my favorite subject. First thing I somehow don’t like but depends though is the dancing part. In elementary and high school, I really didn’t like going to PE class because of that dancing lesson. But in college it’s different though you still have to learn some of the elementary and high school lessons. The dance teaching I really liked was the hip hop dancing. I actually love dancing though I know I’m not that good at it. With this lesson, we actually had a competition with the other sections or block. Now us hearing that made us a bit nervous but a bit excited because we know that we will have fun and because we also have a classmate who can teach us what and how to dance at the same time. We practiced so much until the day of the competition.

      After the competition, we all actually had a perfect score, even all the blocks and sections that were included in the competition. We had so much fun dancing with our classmates because we really had a blast and because all the practice was worth it.

1 - Daydreams

      Every time you are not focused with something or someone. You sometimes get these daydreams going on inside your head. Daydreams are actually cool because you get to see what you are daydreaming with the use of your mind. This is actually what I always do by nature in life.

      This daydreaming happens to me all the time especially in class. I always think of some things that I’ve done in the previous time. Like me thinking of the good times in past, maybe even the things that will happen in the future. I somehow predict some things that will happen ahead of time. Sometimes the things that I predict happens, sometimes it doesn’t. Daydreaming for me is actually a relaxation in a way. For me it’s like a time of sleeping especially when you are very sleepy. By the time I think something, I daydream right away. Some people actually see me daydream all the time that’s why they know my face in a daydream style. They say I always look serious and my eye closes a bit. That’s the sometimes tap me and say Bernard you’re daydreaming again. But I don’t like them doing that because as I've said daydreaming is somehow a relaxation for me I don’t fully know why yet.

      If you daydream, it can only mean that you’re really tired or you just want to think of something really deep.